Hi everyone this is Dad here or Dr Bill depending on our relationship and wanted to do a blog based on my previous recent experience
Now right from the outset I want to warn you this is not for everyone, I’m quite happy for anyone to watch it but it certainly has a very strong Spiritual component so i’m doing this for for personal reasons and for my family and for my friends so anyone who wants to tag along that’s fine but I just warn you at the beginning. So yes it’s not for everyone.
Now just a quick history of my sicknesses, most of you know my arm matter four and a half years ago and about about four months ago I got a problem with basil cell carcinoma behind my ear, I got it on the inside of the ear and I was using a cream to get rid of it because I thought this is not going to be pretty
If I have surgery so I thought I could beat it, unfortunately even though the the cream helped it on the inside of the ear on the back of the ear it grew through and it grew quite large and aggressive so I went to to see about it and get it dealt with. And on my where my shoulder was removed there was a very small lump and the surgeon said yeah we can we can take that as well well from that to time on when I saw him the lump just grew and grew and grew to become the size of a large tennis ball and even though it didn’t feel too bad I just started to get really sick and got to the point where I was lost control of my mind.
All I was doing was sleeping and that was something that started gradually and continued on for about nearly four months and it got to the point where I was seriously ill and they had me in hospital. Now I believe what was causing how I felt was the fact that even though there was cancer on there it actually was causing toxicity through my whole body again it was the toxicity that was basically knocking me out mentally and physically.
Anyway, so there was a rapid deterioration as I said of my mind and my body and you know I was seeing the doctors at the hospital. Now it got to the point where I became so seriously ill I just thought I was going to die, literally. And the surgeons, I have great respect for them, this saved my life literally but they have these protocols that they’re meant to follow and if the protocol doesn’t match then they often won’t proceed so they didn’t want to operate because all the protocols weren’t there and eventually long story short, because I was going to die and they didn’t think i’d live through it to the operation they operated anyway and within two days from the operation I was actually a zillion times better mentally.
So I had this huge wound on my back probably about the size of a football, not as deep but just in shape so I have this huge wound on my back.
I had the operation ten days ago from today on the fourth of November 2020 and within a couple of days I was just amazingly bette. So I stayed in hospital for a week and stayed a bit longer than normal so I could get the skin grafter treated on my back and then I came home about four days ago. I cannot believe the difference, I’ve been in hospital for a week and then coming home. In hospital I just can’t describe it, it was like, maybe a bad example, getting a million dollars, I mean that’s how good it felt so I got out of hospital.
i’m probably just jumping around a bit here and, oh yeah I just wanted to share that hospitals obviously necessary but I was lying there every night and through the day not sleeping at all basically for seven days. I laid there maybe dozed off a little bit at night. I lay there wide awake but my mind was so positive and so active I was making all these plans and working things out in my head and I had this huge spiritual shift within me.
it’s in so much that my the love mark for my wife went up a thousand percent yeah I know that’s just a figure of speech but I in our marriage I would have given our marriage maybe you know a seven out of ten and my wife said to me today she would give it a two out of ten. Okay so that just tells you how you know where our marriage was at and I thought our marriage was doing okay but anyway.
So the love for my wife has just actually gone through the roof and and now we we do things like walking down the beach holding hands and you know having all these things we’re going to do together um so basically she’s now number one in my life and my it’s my whole ?? to to love her and to make her life as happy as possible she was amazing through the the whole ordeal strong, strong hands and so she, she’s my hero and now i’m kind of like dedicated my life to her.
Also I felt a similar love for my family and for my friends and basically for everyone, I was just, all I wanted to do was to love and serve God and to help others. Now i’ve always been that way inclined but this this again is about a thousand percent greater.
Now i’d like to just touch on how I was healed, I think that’s important so I think there’s a number of reasons why I was able to pull through and number one of course is God, God’s power I think God’s power was very important there, however I believe that god works through our faith if you read the new testament, Jesus was able to heal some people but not others because, as it says there, they didn’t have the faith to be healed and so many things that require God’s power also require our faith to activate that power. So I belonged to a church that where the men hold the priesthood of the Saviour and I had all the men using their faith that were praying for me in my church. I had my bishop who gave me a couple of blessings which, had the Saviour been there he would have done the blessing but my bishop gave me blessings. So I had my fellow members and the sisters at church all praying for me and using that faith.
I had all my family that were doing the same thing they were all praying for me I had friends, so I had this great group of people that were all using their faith and their prayers to help me.
And so I want to take this opportunity to thank all of those that actually played a part in basically saving my life and i’m not being melodramatic about that.
A couple of interesting things on the side, a few days after the operation when I was there talking to my son he said you know you were dying dad and I said really I didn’t realise because my mind had gone I didn’t realise that, he said no you were dying and I thought oh i’ll just double check that with my wife and I checked with her she said, yeah she said you you were definitely on your way out! So that that’s not being melodramatic that’s just going by what what they were saying so I want to thank, as I said everyone involved for basically saving my life.
Now my daughter visited just recently and she pointed something out also that I didn’t think of so this is not me saying how wonderful I am, it’s my daughter saying: ‘..but you know dad you’re also a fighter” so I thought that was interesting that she would make that observation.
Now in closing I just want to again say how i’ve had a major major shift in my outlook on life, on my marriage, on my family, I’ve had a major shift in spirituality, in love. All I want to do is to make a difference in the world and to help people. So that’s that’s it, that’s basically it, I don’t really need to say anymore that’s my story and I thank you for listening and I love you all and life is really wonderful but hopefully you shouldn’t have to have
a death experience. Will some of it wear off? probably but even if I just maintain 50 of it it will still be well worthwhile so thank you all again for your for everything you do you’ve done for me.